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Friday, November 11


ahh yea, now i know why i started blogging again.. its probably because of how im feeling now. URGHH.
i've never wanted THAT. and get that straight. NEVER EVER. but still if you insists that that was what i want, so be it too.
i don't know why its so painful, it's never been. could things have changed secretly in my heart, without me knowing ?
oh no, according to you, yes i am SO HAPPY. i shouldn't even be sad about it right. yea. you don't understand me well enough.
full of shit man. how could things just ended so abruptly? so many many thousands of questions i ask myself, yet i don't know why i didn't ask.
something held me back. i don't know what i was. but i think it was FEAR. fear of what? i have no idea too.. ): probably the future.
ended; CUT; ended; CUT; ended; CUT.

the days now faded to black and white....


frozen in time@10:38 AM



Thursday, November 10


its been like more than a year since i last blogged. and i don't know why am i back. oh wells
bleh
went bowling today. and my score was 83! not bad right. ughh i gotta get of the comp now. i dont know when my next entry will be :)


frozen in time@10:55 PM



Wednesday, September 1


hmmm.. today is teachers day. so jus wanna wish all the teachers out there a happy teachers' day! alright, i bet everyone is out in town enjoying rite... ah wells, nvm. im lazying at home. not going anywhere.. gotta practice for my upcoming piano test :( so scary! hope i score well.. arghh totally bored. watched like 3 cds of qian jing bai fen bai this morning.... but dah gd thing is that me no need to take the geog test on fri. don even needa go sch! whee so, people, don jealous hor... :p nehnehnipoopoo kk.. shant be so bad. heh..well i think thats all for now..lalas


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Saturday, August 28


ahh... jus finish watching the veh veh nice heavenly sword and dragon sabre show. wellx, ytd rox big time mans!!! the swim shadys actually came to our sch to sing , raise fund for dunno wat C.A.R.E... wellx, anw cool down...
gotta admit alright, mark chay rox!!!! he was damn cute la.. okie, i thot i wasn't crazy over him?? :\ kk... im NOT. but i dunno y he din sing lehs.. onli the gary sing. hai.... wna hear him sing.. ah wellx, he probably doesn't sound gd, thats why :((( whatever la, he still rock big time!
finished ld at like 5 so i ate in skool canteen orange bowl.. so i heard that mark was still at family lounge n of cos, i was like so excited at that time.. rushed there immediately.. hahas.
abit saw him take photo put his arms around the girls shoulder la...but he felt kinda uneasy, can tell la... he like wanna withdraw but put liao den bu hao yi si.. hahahahs... in the early afternoon when it waas a crowd and he didn't. bet those mark chay fans must b fuming mad after they heard bout this ehh. wellx.. i stupid leh. so lil people left at 5 plus i din take opportunity ask for autograph!!! >:(
this is like the most stupid mistake i've ever made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
idiot me idiot me idiot me!!!
i thot mus but the cd den can sign... how i noe, anywhere oso can! arghhhh.. yi jiang dao jui qi!!! kk relax gurl.. im not crazy over mark chay rmb? ah wellx... its all over.. no point brooding over it.. altho that was like such a rare chance.. i mean u dont just see mark chay in the streets in town do ya?
hmmm.. don angry.. onli a cute swimmer with a nice bod. thats all...

wahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!


frozen in time@9:07 PM



Saturday, August 7


its bin a long time since i last blog.. thot im never gonna care about it alr. but anws, since im so super happy and excited today.. i shall blog! wheee!!!
i've got FREE tix to wilber and shan wei cool play concert!!![thanks to jie] damn exciting la! and guess wat man.. its like the VVIP seat!!!!!!!!!! thot i could get a digi cam today n video the whole thing but anws, who cares rite? the seats gonna be upfront. so normal cam zoom in oso can la.. imagine wil stretch out his hand, tell u, i'd be the first to grab it man.. hahahahas.. err.. k nvm. :D
also wil be going to the ndp... so fun. thanks to darling yanling [hey girl, i mentioned ur name alright? hahas].. this weekend may be short and will be over very very soon.. but its gonna be super fun for mE!!!! yay! the best one i'll ever haf!
thats all for now. tuition teacher come le. so boring.
ta`


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Saturday, June 12


did some quiz for the day.. so bored at home.. n too lazy ta blog so heres my results for d quiz.

HASH(0x8aa6c88)
Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place

feather2
You have a guardian angel no doubt about it. Even
though you haven't exactly seen him, he's
watching over you without-a-doubt.. who knows..
maybe it's love?


frozen in time@2:16 PM



Sunday, May 30


hols here!

well, hols isn't exactly hols for me.. i hafta like go back so many times! wth.. so suay lor. anw..din haf a chance to blog on fri when i wanted to so shall erm tok bout wat hapened on fri.
skool ended at 12 and me went out to orchard// wif yanling. firstly, we took a bus to amk mrt station. and it was kinda suay la. the bus tap ez link card thingy spoil den people cant board the bus la.. and me n yanling were the first few lucky ones to get in b4 the thing spoilt. so we waited quite long for it to ok.. but the suay-ness haven over yet! we took mrt to somerset n guess what! at newton, the mrt train door cannot stop clossing and opening! how retarded. lol... we oso waited for quite long b4 dey aask us all passengers to siam.. so we got out of the mrt train n had to wait for the next one.. like damn suay can??!! wasted our time- 1 hr i think.. or mayb i exaggerate lah.. hahahaa.
we finally got to somerset. went to cine and met so many st nicks gals dere.. i think st nicks gals pratically were seen everywhere we walked? lol.. den we watched a movie- confessions of a teenage drama queen.. so nice!!! i swear dere was like at least 10 st nicks gal jus watching that show..
after i went to pierce my ear! ouch! well.. actually it didnt hurt much la.. jus a small pain dats all xp was so nervous b4 dat and after piercing it was like- chey.. not pain de.. ahahah.. so many people whom i noe pierce la. dunno y suddenly got so many people haha.
nxt we went to buy yanling's belt n op shorts.. ahh well.. she was like wait wait wait.. i try dis again. lol -almost fainted rolling eyes too much. heh
went home after that and dat was all.. overall a fun day lor.

harry potter is coming our soon!!! i wanna go catch it!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg! harry potterrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!


frozen in time@5:49 PM